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Why does he treat me this way? My feeling don't matter nor what I say... I can't keep on living the way that I'm feeling... With all of the hurt and the anger he's dealing... I can't take abuse with a smile on my face... I just want to be loved I just want a taste... Without a care in the world he starts each day... But with fear in my life i have nothing to say... To the man that destroyed me and took all my dreams.. Just left me there lonely went on with his schemes... Then he'll return with love in his heart, a lie from his mouth and a tear in his eye... "Everything will change I promise" then cry... "Just let me come home, I love you, I'll try"... I feel very sorry for the way that he feels... And again it's my love and my heart that he steals... Things will be great for a week maybe two... Then the words come "Your nothing to me and I don't need you"... With a tear in my eye I ask one more time... "Please take your life elsewhere and leave me with mine"... With flames in his eyes and fire in his veins... I don't know how long I can take all these games... With one last glance then the floors all I see... The lumps on my head and the bruise on my knee... How can he love me and treat me this way?... Then sit there in silence with nothing to say?... "You forced me to do this" is all that I get... "Your always bitchin' you treat me like shit"... I am the one who takes care of this kid... The he'll turn and hurt me the way that he did?... How long will it take before my mind snaps?... The punches, the bruises, the beatings, the slaps... The only way to keep my mind in tact... Is to turn and leave and never look back... Though it may be easy for him,it is hard for me... I love this young boy and with him I will be... What's more important? My life or my love?... This is a question I ask god above... You tell us to give our love and resect... To all people regardless of lives they have wrecked... But when are you giving too much to one soul?... Saving thier lives and paying thier tolls... I guess i just have to live my own life... To live with this pain or live free for strife!!!! | |||||||||||||||||||||||
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Please take it from me...It doesn't stop. There may be breaks in between when things seemed to have changed but it will start again. It is inside them, it is who they are. It took me 4 years and a nervous breakdown before I realized that he was ruining my life. And no I didn't listen to anyone either. They could see it, I couldn't. I learned the hard way, you don't have to. | |||||||||||||||||||||||
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Thank you for taking the time to read this poem. I put this page up to ease a little of my own pain and to maybe help a few of you who are going through the same thing. | �
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